05 Nov 2010 雨
有时候我真的觉得我并不适合结婚， 结婚前 压力不大， 反而结婚后压力变大了。
结婚后 我想呆在家的原因是 我想独自睡觉 ，独自娱乐，独自生活， 最主要的是我想帮轻我妈妈…我看到她工作到 连手握东西都有困难..我真的知道她的确很辛苦…但我很无奈..因为我现在是帮我丈夫一起工作..生意不怎么好, 要向我家借钱， 开口的时候，我整个头都是问号..到底要怎样问？ 因为我从小到大没遇到这种问题， 我丈夫要求的时候我也蛮无奈…
很想拒绝但身为妻子那可以拒绝的？
我本身很自闭的性格..不想回答， 不想出声，不想参与争斗的情况..我不喜欢有人 逼我做我不喜欢的事情…尤其是学网页设计， 那些语言我根本就不喜欢碰， 我讨厌我真的真的很讨厌….我每晚不是心里流泪 那就是偷偷的眼泪..直接睡到为止…
结了婚 ..我的自由时间慢慢的减少了… 还是我自己真的选错了路吗？？？
可以选择的话….我宁愿不结婚…
但现在的我…还能选择吗？？ 我好想死掉…
Friday, November 5, 2010
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Hi hi~~
Oops~ it seem i've been dissappier in a moment~~ kekeke~~
sorry ya guys... cuz lately bz i work~ & not much time in posting now (seriously.....quite lazy posting)~~ but u wanna to know my latest status try to locate me in facebook~~ =) I'always at there~ (cuz i'm playing mousehunt....=D)
i try to visit u guys as soon as i free ya...=)
sorry ya guys... cuz lately bz i work~ & not much time in posting now (seriously.....quite lazy posting)~~ but u wanna to know my latest status try to locate me in facebook~~ =) I'always at there~ (cuz i'm playing mousehunt....=D)
i try to visit u guys as soon as i free ya...=)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
My day at march~~
yay~~ i got my garfield from KFC~~~ (sorry~ was supposed post in last month~kekeke =P ) actually i wanna to collect nermal also...........but i was TOO LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=.= i cant get it... tat day i got ask the counter person...they cant give~ cuz is last one! & is for model! booooooooooooooooooooo...............................T.T
i got my new watch!!!!!!!!!!! yeah~ & cost me RM19.90!! at TESCO KAMPAR! & i got shopping at there a moment!! hm....KAMPAR TESCO is quite small....but the stock at there quite fresh & full!!didnt same like Ipoh Tesco....u wan tat stock...OUT OF STCOK ...U wan tis stock...OUT OF STOCK!! =.=
yupe~ i take picture tis one~! cuz i cannot play ma~ I'm adult dy!!!!!!!!!! +.+ i wish i can play~& 
tis one~~~ quite CUTE huh?
yupe~ me & my parent come together~~ =)
Yup!! my food!!! TOmYAm!! YEah~~~
my father's FOOD! also Tomyam~but his type is Thai TomYAm!!
Drinks~haha =)@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
i got tis!!! my uncle adopt it! (actually got it at his working place!! maybe someone drop it~ didnt notice~& dy put in office three month but no one come to have it~ so.....he gave me~) YEAH!!!!!!! LUCKY!!! (i got no headphone & no USB wire too...but i got my own headphone & a camera wire USB...kekeke)
wat car is tat? i catch it at TESCO PARKING AREA....
sleepy.....Good Night~~=P
i got tis!!! my uncle adopt it! (actually got it at his working place!! maybe someone drop it~ didnt notice~& dy put in office three month but no one come to have it~ so.....he gave me~) YEAH!!!!!!! LUCKY!!! (i got no headphone & no USB wire too...but i got my own headphone & a camera wire USB...kekeke)wat car is tat? i catch it at TESCO PARKING AREA....
sleepy.....Good Night~~=PTuesday, March 10, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
My Normal Day..
时间过得好快哦~不知不觉的进入三月了~岁月不留人～
这里又多了一间百货公司 ．．名字叫“同发”百货公司～ 三月十号要开张了～那时候应该有好多 "新屎杭" 呱~~ (哈哈~ 包括我在内..嘻嘻) 我当然要凑热闹啦~~~（哎..不知何年何日已经变了师奶....算了～都不止有几多个说我是师奶了~哈哈哈～）
最近没怎么浏览网站～只是上网看电邮和上 Facebook～而FACEBOOK里面很多东西玩耶～玩上瘾了～尤其是PET SOCIETY~超棒耶～～ 而其他时间．．在客厅里玩 PS GAME (PLAY STATION)哈哈～～ 旧病复发～以前我很疯狂玩PS GAME的．．甚至玩到手指擦破～～呵呵～～现在只是玩平静的游戏了～不知道为什么～随着岁数长大～兴趣也变了.....
好了～牢骚完毕～
下次再续～～ 哈哈～～～ good NIGHT~=)
明天还要教学生读书．．好忙哦～～ 明天是最多人的．．．假期周末．．．要早点休息了．．．
这里又多了一间百货公司 ．．名字叫“同发”百货公司～ 三月十号要开张了～那时候应该有好多 "新屎杭" 呱~~ (哈哈~ 包括我在内..嘻嘻) 我当然要凑热闹啦~~~（哎..不知何年何日已经变了师奶....算了～都不止有几多个说我是师奶了~哈哈哈～）
最近没怎么浏览网站～只是上网看电邮和上 Facebook～而FACEBOOK里面很多东西玩耶～玩上瘾了～尤其是PET SOCIETY~超棒耶～～ 而其他时间．．在客厅里玩 PS GAME (PLAY STATION)哈哈～～ 旧病复发～以前我很疯狂玩PS GAME的．．甚至玩到手指擦破～～呵呵～～现在只是玩平静的游戏了～不知道为什么～随着岁数长大～兴趣也变了.....
好了～牢骚完毕～
下次再续～～ 哈哈～～～ good NIGHT~=)
明天还要教学生读书．．好忙哦～～ 明天是最多人的．．．假期周末．．．要早点休息了．．．
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Girls Feeling...
today i recev tis mail from my friend...& the wording is kinda match GIRLS heart~~~
& i like to share it to my all bloggers friends.....& wish all the guys will understand bout girls feeling more bit~ cuz most of the female doesnt like to say out~ want the guys read the girls mind~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a
night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could
understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its
stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I
kicking today baby?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm kinda like tis version~~ quite SWEET~~
well....lately kinda lazy to write post~ but i will kept on gambate to write it.....
sorry ya...
& i like to share it to my all bloggers friends.....& wish all the guys will understand bout girls feeling more bit~ cuz most of the female doesnt like to say out~ want the guys read the girls mind~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a
night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could
understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its
stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I
kicking today baby?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm kinda like tis version~~ quite SWEET~~
well....lately kinda lazy to write post~ but i will kept on gambate to write it.....
sorry ya...~Good Night~
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
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