19-11-2010 rain

i hate learning PHP! i hate it hate it hate it!!!
i dun like learning!!! i want to be ordinary clerk! i dun wan to be a teacher!
i hate teaching! i hate it!! i want to release myself from teaching life!
can i????

so desperate.....T.T

05 Nov 2010 雨

05 Nov 2010 雨

有时候我真的觉得我并不适合结婚， 结婚前 压力不大， 反而结婚后压力变大了。
结婚后 我想呆在家的原因是 我想独自睡觉 ，独自娱乐，独自生活， 最主要的是我想帮轻我妈妈…我看到她工作到 连手握东西都有困难..我真的知道她的确很辛苦…但我很无奈..因为我现在是帮我丈夫一起工作..生意不怎么好, 要向我家借钱， 开口的时候，我整个头都是问号..到底要怎样问？ 因为我从小到大没遇到这种问题， 我丈夫要求的时候我也蛮无奈…
很想拒绝但身为妻子那可以拒绝的？
我本身很自闭的性格..不想回答， 不想出声，不想参与争斗的情况..我不喜欢有人 逼我做我不喜欢的事情…尤其是学网页设计， 那些语言我根本就不喜欢碰， 我讨厌我真的真的很讨厌….我每晚不是心里流泪 那就是偷偷的眼泪..直接睡到为止…
结了婚 ..我的自由时间慢慢的减少了… 还是我自己真的选错了路吗？？？
可以选择的话….我宁愿不结婚…
但现在的我…还能选择吗？？ 我好想死掉…

Hi hi~~

Oops~ it seem i've been dissappier in a moment~~ kekeke~~
sorry ya guys... cuz lately bz i work~ & not much time in posting now (seriously.....quite lazy posting)~~ but u wanna to know my latest status try to locate me in facebook~~ =) I'always at there~ (cuz i'm playing mousehunt....=D)

i try to visit u guys as soon as i free ya...=)

My day at march~~

yay~~ i got my garfield from KFC~~~ (sorry~ was supposed post in last month~kekeke =P ) actually i wanna to collect nermal also...........but i was TOO LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=.= i cant get it... tat day i got ask the counter person...they cant give~ cuz is last one! & is for model! booooooooooooooooooooo...............................T.T

i got my new watch!!!!!!!!!!! yeah~ & cost me RM19.90!! at TESCO KAMPAR! & i got shopping at there a moment!! hm....KAMPAR TESCO is quite small....but the stock at there quite fresh & full!!didnt same like Ipoh Tesco....u wan tat stock...OUT OF STCOK ...U wan tis stock...OUT OF STOCK!! =.=yupe~ i take picture tis one~! cuz i cannot play ma~ I'm adult dy!!!!!!!!!! +.+ i wish i can play~& tis one~~~ quite CUTE huh?yupe~ me & my parent come together~~ =)Yup!! my food!!! TOmYAm!! YEah~~~my father's FOOD! also Tomyam~but his type is Thai TomYAm!!Drinks~haha =)

@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@i got tis!!! my uncle adopt it! (actually got it at his working place!! maybe someone drop it~ didnt notice~& dy put in office three month but no one come to have it~ so.....he gave me~) YEAH!!!!!!! LUCKY!!! (i got no headphone & no USB wire too...but i got my own headphone & a camera wire USB...kekeke)

wat car is tat? i catch it at TESCO PARKING AREA.... sleepy.....Good Night~~=P

Tired day...

两个人一起工作..真的在所难免 的吵架吗？？ 突然很厌倦这种感觉...
哭了一整天...眼睛很疼...很累....

My Normal Day..

时间过得好快哦~不知不觉的进入三月了~岁月不留人～
这里又多了一间百货公司　．．名字叫“同发”百货公司～　三月十号要开张了～那时候应该有好多 "新屎杭" 呱~~ (哈哈~ 包括我在内..嘻嘻) 我当然要凑热闹啦~~~（哎..不知何年何日已经变了师奶....算了～都不止有几多个说我是师奶了~哈哈哈～）

最近没怎么浏览网站～只是上网看电邮和上 Facebook～而FACEBOOK里面很多东西玩耶～玩上瘾了～尤其是PET SOCIETY~超棒耶～～　而其他时间．．在客厅里玩 PS GAME (PLAY STATION)哈哈～～　旧病复发～以前我很疯狂玩PS GAME的．．甚至玩到手指擦破～～呵呵～～现在只是玩平静的游戏了～不知道为什么～随着岁数长大～兴趣也变了.....

好了～牢骚完毕～
下次再续～～　哈哈～～～ good NIGHT~=)

明天还要教学生读书．．好忙哦～～　明天是最多人的．．．假期周末．．．要早点休息了．．．