Movie, freedom

Sometimes i would like to see movie, cuz i did win two ticket from Ambank, but not happy is.... i cant go to see it...i wont able to go it...cuz my husband NO MOOD to go it...Good excuse huh?? Even got free movie ticket also cant go to see it...very pity for tat.. just go for Eye shopping... is it so hard to go it?? i didnt request to buy stuff!! just want to go shopping!! is it wrong? EYES SHOPPING!! No money No money No money... i want to go out work for my OWN pocket money... Since work here i DUN HAVE POCKET MONEY TO SPEND!!!! is it Pessimistic? like to spend my own cloth or for others.... honestly.. i dun have money!!! just wan to jalan jalan also cant??? life kinda SUCKS!!!!