testing

**Please insert password for viewing posted**

Movie, freedom

Sometimes i would like to see movie, cuz i did win two ticket from Ambank, but not happy is.... i cant go to see it...i wont able to go it...cuz my husband NO MOOD to go it...Good excuse huh?? Even got free movie ticket also cant go to see it...very pity for tat.. just go for Eye shopping... is it so hard to go it?? i didnt request to buy stuff!! just want to go shopping!! is it wrong? EYES SHOPPING!! No money No money No money... i want to go out work for my OWN pocket money... Since work here i DUN HAVE POCKET MONEY TO SPEND!!!! is it Pessimistic? like to spend my own cloth or for others.... honestly.. i dun have money!!! just wan to jalan jalan also cant??? life kinda SUCKS!!!!

19-11-2010 rain

i hate learning PHP! i hate it hate it hate it!!!
i dun like learning!!! i want to be ordinary clerk! i dun wan to be a teacher!
i hate teaching! i hate it!! i want to release myself from teaching life!
can i????

so desperate.....T.T

05 Nov 2010 雨

05 Nov 2010 雨

有时候我真的觉得我并不适合结婚， 结婚前 压力不大， 反而结婚后压力变大了。
结婚后 我想呆在家的原因是 我想独自睡觉 ，独自娱乐，独自生活， 最主要的是我想帮轻我妈妈…我看到她工作到 连手握东西都有困难..我真的知道她的确很辛苦…但我很无奈..因为我现在是帮我丈夫一起工作..生意不怎么好, 要向我家借钱， 开口的时候，我整个头都是问号..到底要怎样问？ 因为我从小到大没遇到这种问题， 我丈夫要求的时候我也蛮无奈…
很想拒绝但身为妻子那可以拒绝的？
我本身很自闭的性格..不想回答， 不想出声，不想参与争斗的情况..我不喜欢有人 逼我做我不喜欢的事情…尤其是学网页设计， 那些语言我根本就不喜欢碰， 我讨厌我真的真的很讨厌….我每晚不是心里流泪 那就是偷偷的眼泪..直接睡到为止…
结了婚 ..我的自由时间慢慢的减少了… 还是我自己真的选错了路吗？？？
可以选择的话….我宁愿不结婚…
但现在的我…还能选择吗？？ 我好想死掉…

Hi hi~~

Oops~ it seem i've been dissappier in a moment~~ kekeke~~
sorry ya guys... cuz lately bz i work~ & not much time in posting now (seriously.....quite lazy posting)~~ but u wanna to know my latest status try to locate me in facebook~~ =) I'always at there~ (cuz i'm playing mousehunt....=D)

i try to visit u guys as soon as i free ya...=)

My day at march~~

yay~~ i got my garfield from KFC~~~ (sorry~ was supposed post in last month~kekeke =P ) actually i wanna to collect nermal also...........but i was TOO LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=.= i cant get it... tat day i got ask the counter person...they cant give~ cuz is last one! & is for model! booooooooooooooooooooo...............................T.T

i got my new watch!!!!!!!!!!! yeah~ & cost me RM19.90!! at TESCO KAMPAR! & i got shopping at there a moment!! hm....KAMPAR TESCO is quite small....but the stock at there quite fresh & full!!didnt same like Ipoh Tesco....u wan tat stock...OUT OF STCOK ...U wan tis stock...OUT OF STOCK!! =.=yupe~ i take picture tis one~! cuz i cannot play ma~ I'm adult dy!!!!!!!!!! +.+ i wish i can play~& tis one~~~ quite CUTE huh?yupe~ me & my parent come together~~ =)Yup!! my food!!! TOmYAm!! YEah~~~my father's FOOD! also Tomyam~but his type is Thai TomYAm!!Drinks~haha =)

@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@i got tis!!! my uncle adopt it! (actually got it at his working place!! maybe someone drop it~ didnt notice~& dy put in office three month but no one come to have it~ so.....he gave me~) YEAH!!!!!!! LUCKY!!! (i got no headphone & no USB wire too...but i got my own headphone & a camera wire USB...kekeke)

wat car is tat? i catch it at TESCO PARKING AREA.... sleepy.....Good Night~~=P