this guy..

finally i met him...he is smartest, handsome then i thought,

but our story will be come true?

in my heart,

i really hope will come true..

because i'm really fall in love with this guy..

honey.. i hope this dream will be come true...

will you fulfill it to me?

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P.S. : i also didn't realize my smile will become sudden so sweet then before...maybe i did find someone in my life

又是我的错吗？

又是我的错吗？真的是我的错吗？？我不知道！我真的不知道！

我不想再碰爱情了！我不要了！我真的不要了！我很辛苦！我真的很辛苦！！我对爱情有恐

惧了！　请求爱情远离我！我不要碰了！　求求你！

每日以泪洗脸．．真的不好过．．

心好疼！

静思..

今晚突然很想自个静一静...

我又烦恼些什么...

为何突然有这样的想法...

又突然间想关闭自己..

为何我的情绪怎么的反复...开始讨厌自己了...

不想这样...

再下去我会忧郁的..

救我...

Try - Asher Book

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

Chorus
But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me



我想将这首歌送给我的老公！ 李飞~ 啊不！原来他叫 田志明！！ 哈哈！我做了田太太...

恋爱的感觉又重现了。。。

是他吗？真的是他吗？
不想再伤了..因为伤一次真的很疼...流一次血就不止..
我希望这次的是 真的是他...
我感觉得他很真很真！我也对他很真...只差未见面而已...
但我真的很喜欢他..他有很多共同点..有很多一样的喜欢的东西....只是有点 “色”..
感觉我跟他上辈子情还未了断..今世继续下去。。。跟他聊天...我真的毫无顾虑...到底该不该讲或不讲的 ...一说就毫无保留的说出去..感觉很舒服。。还有。。他很会看出一个人的性格...完全给他看透了...一个视频却可以读出我心里所有的障碍..还有..他会英文耶...
我很喜欢他这句 “As Long as you love me, i will love you for a lifetime". 我真的爱死他了.....




他跟我说 ："记住！找老公的时候，要先定位自己,然后找到自己相匹配的，这样你才能幸福"

我听了当时呆了...为何我没有这样做呢..为何没将自己的心定位...而且还让自己盲目的乱冲直撞呢 ...我好惭愧哦 ....
但我早已认定他了..他就是唯一一个我想找的下半辈子的人...不花俏甜言蜜语的感情是最真的。。。这样的感觉才能维持...(当然有时能调一调情的话会比较好...但不太过就行了)
得空就聊心事...聊家庭..聊未来..总之每天都聊不完是最棒的！我本身就很内向...不怎么和别人说话或什么的 ...而他唯一一个让我克服陌生的他...他真不简单！
我要求的爱情不复杂..平平凡凡的..三餐温饱的...不嫌弃我闷蛋的话就行了...


但最后我很希望..这段感情是真的真的可以跑下去...
不想突然间给我说...咱们说不适合..距离太远..感觉不太现实...

祈望 ...祈望...


我要在这里大声的说...田志明！亲爱的老公！我喜欢你！我真的真的喜欢你！希望你别辜负我哦...若你负我...我死了我做鬼都会缠着你哦 ！！！ 

my dear sweet hubby! As i swear for u from the previous, i will fulfill it what i promise to you! Promise is a promise, i will not break it easily!
U the only one, and u are the last one in my life!
whether i'm foolish to choose a guy from outsider Malaysia, but i'm still proud of my self,because this time i'm choose in wisely at you in my life, and i will not regret for what i'm doing about it..

心 - 好 - 痛

你还是找个对象吧
咱俩这么远 感觉不现实

当你抛出这句的时候 我呆了 我傻了..你是否知道 你说这句话 我的心 有多疼吗？给了几把刀刺了一下...血流了出来...

当初我有提出这问题..距离的爱情能跑吗？ 你说行...现在你跟我说回这一句."咱俩这么远 感觉不现实"..我能接受吗？
你是否知道你这借口 很烂！真的很烂！
我已经投入了这感情 你突然却说这句..
那是否我倒要谢谢你再次的伤害我呢 ...之前平复了心情，直接遇到你把我的心窗再次的打开...现在又给你再次的受伤害！我恨不了你...我只是恨自己为何再次的踏入这陷阱...再次的被爱情伤害多一次...

心情平复不了..很困乱！怎么办？


疼.......

finally he express himself...

finally he express himself......
my heart bleed again..
thanks to him...
again.....

my life is getting empty..