失败了吗？？

我失败了吗？不懂？不晓得？不知道？但直觉告诉我..好像失败了...为什么呢？怪我闯了他的私生活？怪我太烦了？还是我不够好？还是远距离真的很难发生爱情的奇迹？我不晓得他在想什么..为何可以这么的冷漠..是我的错吗？真不懂..上天可以让我知道吗？我错在哪里？内心很挣扎...

说过不许哭！为何眼泪掉出来?该死的眼泪！！






我真的不懂...
北京之旅可以取消吗？或者要去?

感觉....

为何的感觉会突然变得忽冷忽热？？是我的关系吗？我真的很害怕这种突然冷却的感觉..好像在爱情的路上迷路了的感觉...只是三个月吧了...这样就冷却了吗？？ 到底真正的爱情是怎么样的经营得？？ 有谁可以告诉我吗?? 我很想知道！我真的很无助了...内心也挣扎了很久..我是否将他绑得太紧呢？？ 我不知道！我真的不知道！！也许我还是注定是一个人．．．

月老把红绳子剪断了吧．．．也许月老知道这段感情是没结果的．．．静悄悄的剪断．．一了百了．．．

但月老也很粗心．．没把我的思念挖走．．．已经陷入思念之苦．．．我真的不想再哭了．．．我哭得很累，很累，很累．．

未来的情景

我真的很好奇我未来的情景是怎么样的，嫁去北京？留在马来西亚？还是未知之数..
但我好想转变现在的环境， 留在这..只会触目伤景..
但我又担心适应不到北京的环境..但我又很想去跟他一起生活...哈哈，三心两意的我，不懂得选择...但我知道最后我还是会选择北京的他...我也看得出他会做未来的打算..买车买屋子..这才是才是给"她" 的最佳未来，我不敢说我就是未来的“她”，但我知道他应该会很疼老婆的男人！真好奇啊.....

- 感叹 -

过了这么久的时间我竟然忘了这 “离婚证书”这东西...没了这个,下一个婚姻就不成立了。
谢谢你 澜澜，你的一句话结婚让我提醒了这东西。还好那负责我的离婚案的律师肯帮我给我一张..

但是我的心却高兴不起来..可能这"离婚"的阴影对我很大影响...当你说 "那嫁给我好了"的时候 ， 我真的真的很开心..因为有人终于肯要我了，也不介意我曾经离过婚..认识你我真的很荣幸，但我真的很害怕..害怕未来的你是否会像之前那个的凶我,作装的打我，骂我,强逼我做我不喜欢的事...我真的很害怕这历史会重现..婚姻是一辈子的..嫁错了就是一辈子的后悔..

我和你的认识时间并不长,但感觉好像跑了很久那样...你给我的印象还蛮不错,蛮风趣，也看得出你应该是个很浪漫的人，只是觉得你有点神秘感,也许我们还没有真正的见面吧...
我祈求上天可以给我一个Mr Right， 不知道你是否我的 Mr Right呢？若是的话,请求你给我些安全感吧...

恋爱的感觉

我现在才发现 谈恋爱 其实是个没有绑束性的感觉..没有压力的感觉..
我只是很好奇 当年的我 为何太执着一个这么压力的感情..故事从开始到步入婚姻都是一个错误的判断，导致婚姻破裂...青春也慢慢的逝去...金钱和时间也失去...
或许上天要给我一个狠狠得教训..让我自己醒悟。

现在上天可能可怜我 ...赐一个 好男生给我 ..虽然这位是北京人 , 但我觉得是缘分把我们连在一起...我觉得月老也蛮慌妙..距离这么远的也能牵红线..
但我也希望这段感情是最后一段可以让我安心的走完下半辈子 ...

~ my love story ~

i'm really blissful, since god let me met this 2nd guy in my life, and i really really like him so much, he's so nice & considerate, just like we're meant to be together, i hope this relationship will last long like a fairy tales.

BRINGING NINETOLOGY ONTO THE NEXT UPSCALE LEVEL

BRINGING NINETOLOGY ONTO THE NEXT UPSCALE LEVEL

In conjunction with Malaysia’s 56th Independence Day, Ninetology Malaysia has officially launched its Flagship Touch Point at Plaza Low Yat, Malaysia’s Largest IT Lifestyle Mall, on 30 August 2013. With a concept like no other, Ninetology’s Flagship Touch Point offers consumers an experiential touch point for today’s lifestyles and culture as well as a product showcase. At the Flagship Touch Point, not only would the Ninetology products be showcased, it’s a place where consumers can learn how to use a smartphone to enhance their lifestyles and interests. The flagship Touch Point will serve as a youth and culture training hub to spread the urbanite culture that is cultivated by Ninetology. The Ninetology smartphones are not just communication tools, but a device that can advance one’s social visibility, thus opening doors to more opportunities. Eight more Flagship Touch Points within the Klang Valley will be opened this year with another nine outlets scheduled within Malaysia by next year. The Ninetology’s Flagship Touch Point is opened from 10.00am to 10.00pm daily.

A ribbon cutting ceremony was held to launch the first Flagship Touch Point. Gracing the ceremony were the management team of Ninetology Malaysia comprising of Sean Ng (Chief Executive Officer), Marco Beh (Chief Operations Officer), Shian (Chief Finance Officer), Vijian Chan (Chief Marketing Officer), and Eddy Tay (Head of Channel); Michael Lee (General Manager, Property Management and Operations of Plaza Low Yat), and celebrities such as Z-Chen, Iqwal Hafiz, and Sasi the Don.

Earlier last month, Ninetology Malaysia also launched their U9 series at KL Hilton Hotel, Malaysia. The “Unite-as-One” power-infused technology with the urbanite profile was presented in three models: The X1, Z1, and Z1+, which are new and stylish devices engineered to meet the human needs of speed, precision and high levels of engagement. For more information on Ninetology U9 smartphones, visit www.ninetology.com/u9

“We are very proud to be in strategic partnership with MediaTek Inc, the leading fabless semiconductor company for wireless communications and digital multimedia solutions.  MediaTek’s invaluable support in providing us with high performance and reliable information communications solutions, as well as highly integrated and customized solutions, has significantly shortened our time-to-market, enhanced our product competitiveness, and also bring a better overall user experience. We are currently second largest in terms of mobile device market share. With the introduction of the U9 series, we hope to further strengthen Ninetology’s position as well as to grab a sizeable share in the Premium Smart Phones category,” said Mr. Sean Ng Chee Heng (Chief Executive Officer, Ninetology Marketing Sdn. Bhd.).

At the launch, Ninetology also revealed their newly appointed Product Spokesperson, Z-Chen, a Malaysian Mandopop singer, also fondly known as the R&B Little Prince.  “As a singer and urbanite myself, I can truly appreciate the U9 series.  The U9 smart phones truly understand my needs as an individualist with various interests and a strong desire for freedom.  With the U9 series, there are unlimited possibilities to enrich my lifestyle and illuminate my unique personality, work and music. I feel that I am always united-as-one with my U9 smart phone in one seamless human-technology integration,” said Chen.

Mr. Leslie Loh, Chief Digital Officer of Ninetology Marketing Sdn. Bhd. (2^nd from right) introducing a gadget review program targeting all Malaysian bloggers – Tech Kaiju Arena. Along side from left is Kevin Chong TraxxFM Radio Presenter, Quah of quachee.blogspot.com, and Mark O’Dea from The London Boys.

For those bloggers who are interested to review the U9 series smart phones, you can check out more on the Tech Kaiju Arena Program by submitting your name, blog link, email and contact number to publisher@ninetology.com early to avoid disappointment. Only shortlisted candidates will be contacted. Terms and conditions apply. This program will be ongoing until December 2013.